One month ends and another begins thankfully this is the shortest in a year.

 

January the first damn month of the year, the year where everyone would have hit the gym with internal motivation at humongous levels. some may have left after a few weeks some might have stayed to be there again the next year. That would have been one of the few repetitive, eternal cycles which will last throughout mankind's self-destructive end or may mother nature cleanse herself from the diabolical parasites she has spawned.  [ In the first few lines I can see this is going to be a big one] Anyway just like all the new year's I didn't have a new year's resolution officially but I had a secret resolution [ not a secret anymore ]which is to make it alive to see how mankind will progress, which unlike most of the resolutions I am completing it by staying alive every single day without intentionally or unintentionally kicking the bucket even though the reigns are not in my hand and I have less or no part in the play in which I am in I wish to believe I have some minuscule control by keeping my goal to stay alive the next day. To see the sunrise from the East in my dreams while daylight comes through falling on me as I lay asleep. Kind of dramatic I see I like it, see this is one of the many reasons I like writing, something which nobody cares on a day to day basis can be presented to them in such a complex and out of the book way which I hope makes them appreciate the divine beauty of nature to which they are blind due to the brain killing rat race they take part in forced, voluntarily or because they feel there's no other option I tell you this you have an option to take the road which is least taken which is filled with dry leaves, sticks and stones you name it. Those who are at the top of those skyscrapers you work in took this path to get there, sure many factors are in play here most importantly luck but I say take that step and do what you dreamt of rather than doing something you absolutely loathe for feeding yourself and your family. Unexpected risks give unexpected rewards those aren't my words I head it by a Youtuber called Karl Rock he is from New Zeland he journeys throughout India to show how magnificent the country is while educating foreigners how to not get scammed by scoundrels and stay safe and fun while being in this Gem of a country.

Back to January now let me tell you something which I am sick of hearing at the of every single month............................ " oh can you believe how fast XYZ went by soooooooooo faaaaaasssssssstttttttttttttt I can't believe it you know how time flies" followed by weird forced awkward fake laughter for no reason whatsoever I don't know if this behaviour is practised by people around me. Remember how much you wished the day just went by after finishing everything on every single damn thing on all the OTT platform you have paid for, just waiting for something or someone to make things interesting, something to spice up your "monotonous" "boring" life. I know I have so when you say that ridiculous line again in front of me in my head I would have smacked and slapped you silly, when you look at my face you would see another awkward expression on it I wouldn't know how it will be. So what I was trying to say was how my January was, like all months it had its highs and lows, there can be months where out of the 30 / 31 days there can be 29 days where it is hell but there will be at least 1 or 2 days where you had a good day and this month too it was the same there may have been a day or two which is good/great but I can assure you the majority of the days was hell on earth no this I am not exaggerating, I rarely exaggerate anything for that matter. 

One great thing that happened this year is that I rediscovered Linkin Park when I was an innocent, blind to the real world, who thought that no bad or people with evil intentions could exist in this world which was a bed of roses I had heard a track or two of Linkin Park I didn't like it then because I didn't know what they were saying, I couldn't understand a single thing. After maybe six or seven years I listened to Linkin Park as they have been in my radar for a few years but didn't listen to them as I hadn't finished the discography of whichever artist I was listening to then. I started with their debut album Hybrid Theory that album is a 9 / 10 enough said can't explain how mind-blowing it is.

One month done 11 to go. After three more months I can get done with the final memory test by the education system and take a year off from all this pointless bullshit to be one with nature, discover myself, to do what I love doing, to live life the way I want to for at least year if I am lucky enough I want to travel and visit every single state in India preferably with my best buddy if it doesn't happen solo it will be both have its own perks you yourself decide which is more fun. Those religious netizens it would be wonderful if you could keep me in your prayers so that I may be done with that final memory exam a request from your entertainer or whatever you feel I am. Thank you for spending your valuable time here. See you soon. You can follow my blog to keep yourselves updated there is a follow button on the right, just saying.