Update : maybe the last blog for a while

 All you avid readers of my blog a small notice the blog may be dead for a month or so because some people over here feel that cutting a form of4 expression will enable me to stuff my head with needless "information" to puke it out on a paper which determines which hellhole collage I get into to become a capitalist slave to the system. Have less or no say in this as I live under their roof and they brought me into this rat race which they call life. Have to waste my time, brainpower, energy and time all of which are the most precious thing a person can have which a LOT of people don't see and considers papers, stones, metals and cloth as valuables can't blame them, capitalist rats need something to hold on to "live" for to mask the truth from themselves and do their employers dirty work. There are lots of movies and T.V shows where they hint and speak brutal truths like the now booming anime Attack on Titan can't remember the exact lines but it goes like this everyone needs to stay drunk on something for some its money, liquor, power. Everyone is a slave to something". Best anime line I have heard yet, one of the things I like the most is dark, it should be renamed as close reality because 99% of the time's it is. Art is best used as a tool to convey a strong message rather than to make time pass by showing fictional, unrealistic portraits of the world being a bed of roses, the happily ever after ending with the credits rolling is bullshit, that kind of time waste is for putting kids to sleep at night to mask them from the truth so that they won't kill themselves knowing life is meaningless and nobody is in control anything can happen at any time and there's no telling when and how and every second they have to have the mental stability and capacity to conceive the passing of their close and loved one. It's sad that the "education system" does nothing but leech money and gives absolutely nothing in return, even "woke" parents send their mistakes/regrets to the same broken system they went to because something known as social pressure is too much to rise against, sure it can be done not everyone has the courage to do it. Let this blog be a reminder and inspire sheep of all shades and colours to come out and unite with the "outcast" brethren, not one of us may be of the same colour or shade as you are but I for sure know that we will accept you with open arms. Well those who pray to keep this black sheep in your prayers so that I may somehow clear the 12th-grade memory test and those who don't "pray" wish me luck