Here we are again on the first day of the third month of the Gregorian calendar year, this is usually the month where an "academic year" comes to an end and the ones who make it through their lap of the rat race gets two months of life to recharge themselves to run the next lap, due to our current circumstances for the better or worse my "life-changing", "career depending", "college depending", "the most important exam of my life " also known as the board exam of 12th grade has been postponed to May, YAY? Maybe I myself don't know what to feel about it. One part says "it's great as we have more time to stuff my head full of "knowledge" to puke on paper" while another says " in one way or another if it is done with we get liberated of this ball and chain we have on our hands and feet for twelve years and do all the fun and want to do stuff in our bucket list".
We can only ride the waves, not create them so what has to happen will happen. I observed something interesting, we all have these cyclic behaviour/thinking patterns for example a young adult who is in college, comes back home after classes, goes out with friends to get wasted, comes home wasted, binge watches some T.V show, goes to sleep, wakes up hungover, goes to collage repeat. Another example can be of an early teenager let's say twelve years comes back from "school", turns on T.V to go into the wormhole of Youtube or binge watches some T.V series, plays some trending game like Fortnite, studies for the sake of it to stop the screaming of his creators, if lucky to have "friends" nearby goes out to play, tuition if it's there, back home binge. This is the usual routine of the person on a weekday under normal circumstances, in both these according to my eyes both of them are knowingly or unknowingly practising escapism from reality. In some way, they are hiding the harsh truth of life from themselves, it is fascinating how the subconscious does things.
There's this saying that whatever can be done is done something along those lines can't remember the exact lines hope you got the point, what I was going to say was that what we call fate or the saying whatever has to be done has already happened can be explained using the trait theory or disposition theory { click if you don't know or to double check] we can say that we would act the same way to a situation in the same way irrespective of the variables, for example, let's say I have an exam on the 5th of May and I have enough and more time to shove useless information to puke and get good marks for the exam. This is the situation, from the firth of March to the fourth of May I have enough and more time to prepare what I do with my time determines the result of the exam I may get great marks or fail stupendously "it's all in my hands" this is what we like to think but in reality, 95 % of the brain is part of the subconscious mind, when you go to buy clothes and get a red coloured dress you may think that you picked that colour because you liked it and it was your conscious choice but in reality, you picked it because click here, so what I want to say is that choice is an illusion you don't have any control over yourself there are some exemptions like dark empaths, sociopaths, psychopaths, manipulative gurus have control over you without you knowing it, there are people who have mastered to work with their subconscious and have complete control over themself it's wonderful one day I too hope to achieve the same. Back to what I was saying no matter what happens a person who has ADD finds focusing on things he will die for like philosophy, playing the guitar, listening to music, soaking in paintings very very hard and tiresome, sees no point in mugging things up and vomiting it on a paper and finds doing this circus a complete waste and abuse of time won't do it even if he is offered a ridiculous amount of money as an incentive because his set of morals and values don't allow him to do what is asked, it's straight-up blasphemy to him. So what this person does to get done with them damned exam is to start mugging up trash at the end or middle or even the beginning of March.
If I am a chance is given to redo anything in the past without knowing the future the person would do the same thing in the same scenarios unless the variables change. What I want to say is that what all has to be done is already done if we fret and fear about it now it won't change anything in the future as a matter of fact in the future in the past we have fretted and feared about the future. I hope this makes sense to someone
Till now this is the best piece I have spawned I fell. There was absolutely no filtering it was magnificent to let loose and not edit anything after reading through. Thank you for spending some time here
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