From betrayal to all the pain is an illusion [ here's a taste to what's in the oven ]

 

One of the harshest and most important things you learn along this journey is that you are alone at the end of the day. There are exemptions but they are extremely rare, as of now I feel I am part of this stupendously lucky 5%, I wish it remains that way until either of us kicks the bucket. What I was going to say was that in my time in this small patch of land, in this vast jungle of crooked, cunning, two-faced, backstabbing, diabolical, evil, stone-hearted, vicious, evil spawns of Satan himself from the ninth ring of hell on to the surface we call Earth. These horrendous begins are governed by money, greed,  self-destructive,  diabolical, evil motives with the mindset of every animal for themself's attitude. [ on one level can't blame them as like every other human being all they are trying to do is seek the next best thing to satisfy their craving for a stratospheric dopamine rush ]

Don't you feel a colossal sense of disgust and rage towards those satan spawned creatures, you can find them everywhere, the old woman/man whose sole mission is to spread rumours and gossip about others to their fellow brothers and sisters and bathe in the glory and prestige in doing the same, is what gives them a sense of belonging, value, status, recognition among their peers, in short, isn't that what we all seek? Acceptance, validation, recognition, a feeling of belonging, some form of peace irrespective of the way you achieve it. When one is denied these essential traits in a social structure, it is natural for one to stoop down to such barbarous levels to gain the same no matter its consequences on the victim.

Human beings are one of the many things I loathe, at the same time fascinated with such contradictory actions and reactions, running around in circles feeling as if they are at the top of the food chain while they are not even worthy of being in the bottom-most strata. When you look around, everything all that we are doing is finding meaning out of nothingness, some find ways to accept the harsh truth through their choice of toxic faiths, some don't even sit back to think about their "life" they obey the shepherd blindly waiting eagerly for his next command, waiting for the final one which will end their pain and misery as he guides them to the slaughterhouse,  then there are some who just "wake up" to it and can't unsee what they have seen, it can be a gradual process or a sudden one. One fine day you've had your stomach full of all the lies and rules you are made to follow, the forced path you're put on with guns pointed to your head the trigger to be pulled if you even think of straying away from the path. When it becomes clear as the day your whole body gets filled with rage each time you are denied your say, every single taunt by the ones at the top becomes much more painful and insulting, you become aware that you have no say in your own actions, you have no free will, you don't choose your life, in fact, it's the other way around. 

All these modern gurus all preach one main thing. Shut up, the universe will guide your, shut down your consciousness, your mind, your body, listen and act according to our words, stand out of the crowd by being part of our crowd of goons, let the companies control you, let the ones at the top become richer while your continue to grow poorer, become the sheep and follow the shepherd, let us put the v-chip in you, kill your brain cells and follow our "philosophy".

Enough with all that better to leave it rather than dwell on it, speaking of philosophy on life after getting a crash course of Buddhism, unconformist Hinduism, [ going to worship places has lesser importance more on leading a peaceful lifestyle, practising yoga, detaching oneself from the world pleasures ( you get the jazz I hope ) ] Christianity the way Jesus preached it, listened to some modern spiritual gurus too went the whole nine yards and from all what I have read and listened [ not too much or too little just in between ] what I have inferred is that in one way or another everyone preaches existential Nihilism for those who don't know what that is [ credits for the following words go to our beloved friend WIKIPEDIA ] existential nihilism is the philosophical theory that life has no intrinsic meaning or value. With respect to the universe, existential nihilism suggests that a single human or the entire human species is insignificant without purpose and unlikely to change in the totality of existence.

What I feel from this is that those who realise this and comes to peace with this achieves a bliss like enlightened state, when you think about it and co-relate with the behaviours and actions of one who has reached this state I connected a lot of dots together can't say anything about others, the omnipresent peacefulness Buddha had and his teaching i.e his eightfold path and four noble truths[click here to learn more] , in the Bhagavad Gita according to Krishna  [ credits go to click here ] the material world is very real, but like a house of mirrors it's purpose is to delude us. In a house of mirrors, the house and the observers are real, but because the mirrors distort personality within the house the images perceived within are illusory. Can't say much about other religions or faiths but I can bet that in one way or another the message indirectly [ in 80% of the cases ] or directly I feel the message is existence nihilism and in almost all cases it is left to the believer to figure this out as [ obviously ] it is a huge bomb to drop at a person hence it is up to them to figure it out.

[ Another very very important coming be on the lookout ]   

.Some triggers cant can be internal or external which can cause a certain feeling or emotion. For example, if one has had a bicycle accident seeing a bicycle on the street can lead to the person having the unpleasant memories he/she had when they had the accident. This is just a hypothesis any emotion or feeling which arises in a person has expressed that action onto the real world. If a person is happy they will be smiling and be in a pleasant posture and mood which will affect everything around them