A fast one

 Don't be stunned to hear the news I kicked my bucket sooner than expected, just don't be, because, on a regular basis, the pain is too much to handle even with music, anime and everything in between. Everyone is fighting their own battles sure that is given, I am not saying I am the only one walking through the ninth ring of hell. What I wish to remind you is that only the one walking knows which ring of hell they are in, what may seem like heaven to a viewer may be the deepest ring of hell for the one going through it. Never ever talk to another thinking you know all the variables to a situation and "advice" them to do X and Y, I am not saying not to advise anyone, what I mean to say is that what the viewer knows is the things told to them by the victim and that never is everything, they share what they are comfortable to share with you. They only share what they know you can comprehend, in fact, I feel with the information given by them to you, they wish to get an answer from you for their problem that essentially is advice, or, at times in my case any way they need someone to listen to the stuff running amok in their head. Lend an ear to one who seeks to vent to help them a LOT, like it'll prevent them from pulling their plug.

What I was coming to say was that don't fret about a loved one pulling their plug, sure they will be missed a lot but on the bright side, the victim isn't suffering anymore. They may or may not be in a better place but that we don't know, what we do know is that they are not on this plane, the plane in which they have been subjected to the kind of suffering that they needed to pull their plug way before it was to be naturally plugged. Recently I saw a Bollywood movie called Venky, it is about a chronically ill patient who has been suffering major health issues since childhood and longs for Euthanasia, which he is denied by society because they don't understand the condition he is in. This is what enrages me, what the general public can't comprehend or understand is feared and seen as undesirable and is locked away for those who deserve it, euthanasia being a great example. 

Veteran writers and philosophers are immortalised because of their sublime works and that is all well and good, these aforementioned artists have kicked their buckets under their own terms, to put it in different words, they pulled their plugs because they couldn't bear the pain of existing anymore. I say normalize suicide, those who commit it are seen as weak and cowards, I see them as warriors who couldn't fight anymore, they couldn't play the shit show called life, they couldn't enjoy what they did, they had enough of all the pointless bullshit. One doesn't easily give up on life, it is the consistency of the bullshit that forces them to pull the plug. One must know to speak about a subject if they don't have minimum knowledge about it, whatever you say has an impact on those who hear it and that is to be remembered by the speaker at all times. When one curses when things don't go as planned it is harmless but when one is angry and curses the cause of anger if it is a human it hurts them considerably, even in the heat of the moment it is not justified to say such things.

We all like to be what we aren't and that's fine but it should be because you wish for it from the inside not because of any inferiority complex of any sort, if that's the driving force it will be your end as a person, all you have done will be wasting time which is quite precious. Strive to bring light in the darkness and be yourself while at it. Closing this piece fast because I am not in the mood to write and time has taught that when leaving a piece to cook in draft it will be scraped so yes, bye for now.

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